I saw Dr. Painless yesterday.
Yes, I'm having another severe pain flare-up.
Last time I saw Dr. Painless, he gave me a drug called Nucynta which worked very well for me. I was ecstatic. Finally, a drug that truly worked and took away the pain!
Unfortunately, I also suffered some severe side effects and had to discontinue using it pretty quickly.
Finding drugs strong enough to handle my pain without horrible side effects, that I can function on, is a challenge.
In any case, I'm trying Fentanyl Patches and a few other things now.
A part of me is giving up the fight.
I feel defeated right now because I'm in a lot of pain. There never really seems to be an answer for it either.
At the same time,
I know I will rally again, like I always do.
Hopefully, I'll be back tomorrow with a brighter outlook.
In the meantime, it seemed fitting today to share with you this photo.
I've taken to titling my photos recently.
This one is called:
It's An Imperfect World