I’m having a medical procedure done this week.
I have to undergo general anesthesia.
I realize “going under” is not the biggest deal in the world, but I’m dreading it.
I’m dreading it because medical stuff is never fun.
I’m dreading it because hospitals bring back a lot of bad memories and anxieties for me.
And, I’m dreading it because I never feel very good for a few days after having general anesthesia.
I think, also, I always have a lot of anxiety around the anniversary date of my accident. (July 30th)
Having to go to a hospital this close to my “bad” anniversary, is more anxiety producing than it would be at a different time,
Even though “this” is not at all related to my bum arm.
ANYWAY, it’s not a big deal and I will be FINE.
I expect I’ll be sleeping a lot the next few days so I may take the rest of this week off from blogging.
Or, maybe I won’t be sleeping and I’ll write several loopy posts each day?
I’m planning to see Paul Newman regardless of how I’m feeling on Friday.
(See how highly I value him?!!)
And, I hope (??) to feel close to normal this weekend.
Fingers crossed ….
Because, I really could use an enjoyable weekend!